Ugh.

When am I finally going to be allowed to give up on life?

I really need to get more active.

I feel like I'm talking about roleplaying again. Which I'm not, by the way.

I... I don't know what to talk about anymore.

I guess I could talk about school. It's a PA Day tomorrow. Long weekends are good. Have to study math and the usual, but... overall, I guess I'm fine.

"I'm fine." Wouldn't be surprised if that's one of the most common lies ever.

Am I lying? I don't know. Am I?

Blurb of the day.

A song named "September" came on the radio. It was not the "September" we're singing in Vocal Fusion. I was disappoint.

Tch.

Idiot.

Thought of the day.

I have this uncanny ability to do and say and feel exactly the wrong things at exactly the wrong times.

This is depressing.

In other news, math is evil. Also, Psych gives a lot of unnecessary, time-nomming work.

Tomorrow is Remembrance Day.

Goals.

I'm so bad at setting them. Or rather, I'm awful at following through with them.

I think I'll replace my NaNoWriMo with the Harry Potter/Hetalia crossover fanfiction I started last week. I've already got 5569 words, which is... pretty good, actually, considering I hardly write anything over maybe a thousand or two. (For those of you who need an equivalent, 5569 words is about seven and a third pages, 8.5 Arial font, slightly widened margins because I'm weird.) This plot bunny is just not going away. This could me my first real long-runner and perhaps (PERHAPS) the first thing I ever post on Fanfiction.net. I resolve not to give up on this thing. (Whether or not I can follow through with that remains to be seen.)

Sorry, Lance and Lucas, but I'll have to deal with you two later.

The funny thing is, the original fic plotline I made up for NaNoWriMo was a random fanfiction plot I wanted to use for Hetalia. (/shot) This is bad, because now it's really hard for me to think up of new characters when all I picture are the Hetalia characters filling the roles. xD

Names are hard too. I feel like I'm naming my child or something; it has to be absolutely perfect for the character. THIS IS BAAAAD STOP BEING A PERFECTIONIST RACHEL ;-;

In other news, annotated bibliographies are a right pain in the ass.

Blurb of the day.

Today, I went to go give a blood sample to be tested. The lady ended up having to poke me twice. Once in both arms. Apparently she found this amusing.

Her: (smiling slightly) You're a difficult one... your vein is very deep.
Me: ... I'm not fat ;A;

A mini prompt thing?

What if your best friend (or lover, or sibling, or whatever other close relationship of your choice) lost their memory? What if you're suddenly like a stranger to them, even if they still have the same personality as before? Are they still your best friend, even though you no longer have a past to weave your lives together? How much of our relationships with others is defined by experience?

Thinking about alternate universes is interesting.

Graaaaaghasdff

Reviews of Literature are a pain in the ass.

Now we're getting into the legit university work of AP Psych. :c

On top of that, I barely studied for my weekly chapter test. Which is tomorrow. Nooooo must maintain 90%+ average in Psych (which is what I think I'm getting, anyway o-x)

... In other, unrelated news, gender-specific pronouns are annoying. It makes dropping bridgets on people so much more difficult.

Happy birthday China! ♥

Also, just because I want to immortalise this (no pun intended...?):

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:33 PM):
RACHEL

Rαcн says (8:33 PM):
?

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:33 PM):
RACHEL

Rαcн says (8:33 PM):
??

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:33 PM):
HAPPY CHINA DAY

Rαcн says (8:34 PM):
LMFAO

Rαcн says (8:34 PM):
HAPPY CHINA DAY TO YOU TOO <3

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:34 PM):
<3

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:34 PM):
xDDDDDDDD

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:34 PM):
how's your China doing? Celebrating~?

Rαcн says (8:35 PM):
china's too old to get excited about his birthday anymore.

Rαcн says (8:35 PM):
/wok'd repeatedly

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:35 PM):
N'AWWWW

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:35 PM):
I DUN BELIEVE YOU

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:35 PM):
THINK ABOUT

Rαcн says (8:35 PM):
xDD

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:35 PM):
ALL THOSE CUTE THINGS

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:35 PM):
THAT HE COULD BE RECEIVING

Rαcн says (8:35 PM):
LMFAO

Rαcн says (8:35 PM):
ALSO THINK ABOUT

Rαcн says (8:36 PM):
HOW HONG KONG WILL TAKE THIS AS AN EXCUSE TO BLOW UP HIS HOUSE WITH FIREWORKS

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:36 PM):
LOLLLL

Rαcн says (8:36 PM):
IN "CELEBRATION" OF HIS ANCIENTNESS

Rαcн says (8:36 PM):
OH AND ALSO LOTS OF TEASING FROM TAIWAN AND SHINATTY

Rαcн says (8:36 PM):
AND POSSIBLY ENGLAND EVEN THOUGH HE HAS LITTLE RIGHT TO TEASE CHINA THAT OLD BRIT

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
RUSSIA

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
OMG RUSSIA

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
xDDDDDDD

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
GAHHH

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
NOOOOO

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
ARU

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
GAHH

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
-dying of laughter-

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
AND S. KOREA

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
YEAH

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
OMG

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
OMG

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
NOOOOOOOO

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
GET AWAY FROM ME ARU

Rαcн says (8:37 PM):
NO BIRTHDAY HUGS

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
DYING

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:37 PM):
DYING

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:38 PM):
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Rαcн says (8:38 PM):
xDDD YOU REALLY ARE DYING

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:38 PM):
YEAH

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:38 PM):
I'M JUST

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:39 PM):
IMAGINING

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:39 PM):
MOSTLY RUSSIA

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:39 PM):
TROLOLOLOLOL

Shandershon - nitw's honour says (8:39 PM):
KOLKOLKOLKOLKOLKOL

Rαcн says (8:39 PM):
SGALSDLGGHLSGF

Rαcн says (8:39 PM):
LJGLSAJSLDGJGJFJSF

Rαcн says (8:39 PM):
;AAAAAAA;